| Location | Paisley |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 14/07/2009 |
| Date of Death | 14/07/2009 |
| Visitors | 345 since 16/07/2009 |
| Creator |
Gabriel you were so wanted and we discovered you were here and then lost you so close together.
Mummy and Daddy decided 4 months ago that we wanted to give Owen a little Brother or Sister and were
really hopeing you would come to join us soon. We only took the pregnancy test on Saturday and the
first one was very faint but positive so we took a second test and yes again it was positive but on
Monday i started getting cramps and then late on that night I started bleeding heavly we were really
panicking.
I phoned NHS 24 and was told to wait until the next morning and contact my GP, the nurse told me to
phone back if things got any worse... How could they get any worse we were losing you...
When i saw my GP he checked me over and asked me some questions then he told me i had been only 3 to
5 weeks pregnant and there was nothing that could be done just to take paracetmol and Ibuprophen and
rest.
Your Daddy and I are devastated we were so happy one moment and then heartbroken the next.
Why did this happen again? Why were you taken from us? Another of my beautiful babies gone to be a
angel. We will miss you and pray for you... The only thing that gives me and Daddy a little
happiness is that you are up in Heaven playing with my other angel babies Sidus and Angelus who i
know will protect you along with your Granny.
Miss you, Love you so much huge kisses and hugs and sleep tight little one. All our love Mummy,
Daddy and your big brother Owen xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way I feel,
For no-one knows the heartache,
That lies behind our smiles,
No-one knows how many times,
We have broken down and cried,
We want to tell you something,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.
My little Gabie x
I wish you were here with me and I'm beyond sorry that i have not been to leave a message on your page for so long. Mummy has found It so hard that I've lost you and the last couple of months has been such a struggle wothout you. Mummy and Daddy got told that your uncle and auntie will be giving you a little cousin and though i am really happy for them it hurt and i had a very hard time trying to cope and just found it too much for a wee while but I'm back and want you to know I think of you and your big brothers every day. Mummy will always be there for you I carry you in my heart all the time. Even though you were not with me for long in body it will be a lifetime in spirit. You are beutiful to me and so precious i love you and we will all be together one day and i will hold you all and be so happy. I miss you little one and love you beyond words kisses and hugs love Mummy xxxxxxx
Mummy is sorry Gabe xx
Mummy is sorry i have not been to see you enough... Your little brother has been diagnosed with Developmental delay syndrome and mummy n daddy are spending a lot of time trying to get the help he needs. We have not forgotten you Gabe and never will we miss you and as always wish you were here with us. I love you and I send you the biggest kisses and hugs. I will make sure from now on My wee darling that i will come by as often as i can,,, but even though i may not get to leave you messages often you know that every night i say my little prayer for all of you and wee lauryn and send you all kisses too. Love you so so much xxxxxxooooooxxxxxxoooooo
Missing you x
Mummy and Daddy are missing you so much baby. Huge kisses and hugs. I love you so much and wish you could come back to me and Daddy. love you Gabe xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
We wanted you
Sweet child whom we never got to know,
It’s hard for us to let you go.
We waited and we wanted you.
We had so many dreams for you.
We think of smiles we'll never see.
We think of events that will never be.
There will be no first steps and no first teeth.
There is only a void and our own grief.
We planned to take you to places far and near.
We yearned to keep you safe and free from fear.
We hoped to show you much of your new world.
We wanted to teach you as your life unfurled.
It’s hard to understand why you, our baby, died.
We feel so numb right now, many tears we’ve cried.
We have so many questions and no answers seem to come.
We tried so hard to save you; nothing could be done.
God, we stand before you broken-hearted
and ask you to heal these lives that must be parted
from this little one we can no longer hold,
who will always be a part of us, even when we're old.)
God, take this child in your loving arms.
No more can my baby suffer any harm.
Bless Gabriel always and bless us too.
Be with us and help us to make it through.
Missing you our sweet baby love, hugs and kisses Mummy and Daddy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Tears behind our smiles.
Hello my little darling,,, We are hideing tears behind our smiles. I think everyone thinks we are fine but when i'm on my own i cry. I think your daddy is also being strong for mummy but i know you are on his mind. I wish you were still with us and god it hurts, i'm missing you even if i did not know you were here for long. We love you huge hugs and kisses mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Gabriel
I'll never get to know you nor will i ever hold you,, but you will always be a part of me and your daddy.
Our hearts are broken right now and i'm finding it very hard. Please know we wanted you and hate the fact that you are gone. I love you, know that i love you xxxxxxxxx
After making his new angel
God looked down from above
He happened to notice you
And all he saw was love
He said to the angel
"I need to send you there,
There is where you'll be loved
Where you will feel the most care"
So God sent you this angel
To nuture, love and grow
But not an angel you could keep
For it would soon be time to go
You taught this angel wonderful things
That only a mother could do
Your angel learnt compassion and warmth
Whilst living inside of you
This angel was one that would have to leave
One you'd hardly hold
One you'd mourn for the rest of your life
If the truth be told
God realised you'd miss this angel
And so he gave you tears
A way to express your love
Over the coming years
Then God called this angel home
And asked what the angel had learned
The angel said a love so strong
In a mothers heart had burned
"I learnt that love can exist
Even when I've gone
For love never dies you see
I've learnt it carries on"
God looked at the angel
Smiled and gave a sigh
"You have learnt a valuable lesson
That often passes people by"
The angel looked at God and asked
"Why is my mummy so sad?"
God answered "when I called you home
It made her miss what she had;
But soon she will realise
I sent her a special gift
I sent her you my child
Although I took you swift
Her love for you will never wain
You will remain ever in her heart
You will be in her thoughts and feelings
Like you've never been apart"
The angel asked God what this mummy did
To deserve such a wonderful thing
"Your mummy is so pure of heart
she makes the angels want to sing"
The angel thanked God
For giving him such a lovely mum
So you see in loving your angel
Your work is truly done
God didn't wish to punish you
He only showed you love
He gave you a special angel
A gift from heaven above
He knows only a special person
Can be an angel mum
He made us in his image
He lost his only son
He know's just how your heart aches
And wished that wasn't so
But your angel is so happy
In God's heavenly home
So when you think of your angel
Please just smile, don't weep
Be proud that God chose you
To love an angel so sweet
When your heart feels empty
Your life so full of despair
Remember God picked you!
Because no-one else compares
(Author Unknown)
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